April 2010
9 posts
fucking huge!
oh goodness. this is getting bad. not only are my thighs touching again my love handles are getting alittle out of control too. i keep ranging from 113-115. very annoying.
im scared to weigh myself more often now because i know i won’t like what it says.
feeling bloated though so that might be the reason. i HAVE to get back on the weight loss train. this is getting out of hand. i’m...
blah huge! didn’t eat very well today so i’m done now.
all in all a good day though. bike ride with mark, gunna see christina tonight and then go hang out at UTD house. i’m just annoyed with alex well not annoyed more frustrated. i don’t know. hmmmm. i guess im just not feeling as connected with him as i used to. i cant read him very well and it always seems like he...
113 this morning. 5 more to go. i think i got this. may 28 i will be 107
make it stop!
i just want to be thin. everything is so hard and difficult now.
giving up…. i hate getting dressed now.
and i hate saying i. i’m so full of myself and not in a pretentious, i’m awesome way.
just make all this stop.
its hard not being good looking and sucking at pretty much everything.
I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM, I HATE THEM!
i dont know why guys say they like girls with a butt….. its disgusting. or at least on me it is. saddle bags, big thighs, and a saggy ass with a whole bunch of cellulite! oh yeah thats real hott.
everything just sucks and is too overwhelming for me right now.
my thighs need to shrink 2 inches! my ass need stop trying to take over the world. my...
i just feel so ugly all the time now.
i started doing spin again. so hopefully my legs and the rest of my body will start to shrink again.
cw (with food in my belly)- 115 yuck
i just want to be cute and small again. i hate feeling big and ugly. my face isn’t helping any either.
i hate it when people call me curvy, in my mind its just a nicer way to call me a chubby bunny.
107, 107, 107
its 2 months til Aubrey’s...
