im not tooo surprised with myself. i guess i just actually wanted to prove myself wrong.
but i am feeling the fatty on me now and i will be hitting the gym with vengeance again!
i dont think i gained that much weight, just 3-3 1/2 pounds or so.
the challenge today will be the holiday dinner. im confident that i’ll be fine and wont over eat. hope i get drunk though. its not that i dont like the family we go to see every year. im just not comfortable around them. and i never was, seeing as we have been going there since i was about 6. but its always ends up fun. and this year im sure people will be slipping me a fw drinks since i’m older now and will be able to legally drink in june.
so on monday though, the hard core diet begins. 1st ill need to lose the holiday weight and then hopefully around the 1st week of january ill be at my goal… its good that i took a break, i need motivation again.
alex is out of town and when he comes back i am going to be 5 pounds lighter. :)
i feel like i’v gained a few, but now that this semester is finally over i’ll feel like i don’t have to eat everything. I dont know thought because i am so afraid to weigh myself. tomorrow i am going to start my all fruit and protein shake diet.