December 2009
10 posts
i am such a lazy fatty now…. this is not good
Dec 30th
well i weighed myself this morning and i am back to 115 again….. sigh. i have to get back on the ball and get down to 107, 105ish….. this is going to be a challenge.
Dec 28th
so i didn’t make it to my goal this christmas. im not tooo surprised with myself. i guess i just actually wanted to prove myself wrong. but i am feeling the fatty on me now and i will be hitting the gym with vengeance again! i dont think i gained that much weight, just 3-3 1/2 pounds or so. the challenge today will be the holiday dinner. im confident that i’ll be fine and wont...
Dec 25th
ugh, gained 3 pounds….. suck. 113 now, thats for sure the opposite of my goal. oh well though, holiday gain i guess. at-least its not 10 pounds, and at-least the holiday are more than almost over. new year resolution to lose almost 10 pounds and be around 105-100!
Dec 24th
i am such a chubby bunny. its getting ridiculous. i need to stop this madness
Dec 20th
alex is out of town and when he comes back i am going to be 5 pounds lighter. :) i feel like i’v gained a few, but now that this semester is finally over i’ll feel like i don’t have to eat everything. I dont know thought because i am so afraid to weigh myself. tomorrow i am going to start my all fruit and protein shake diet. 105lbs= Christmas present to me
Dec 10th
already fucked up…. nothing tomorrow
Dec 5th
this morning the scale said 108.5, lets hope it stays that way
Dec 4th
STOP! JUST STOP! STOP YOURSELF! STOP FUCKING EVERYTHING UP! want and will have
Dec 2nd
this is possible! i can do this! i have to do this! prove it to yourself that you can do this!
Dec 1st